I feel so worthless and unwanted sometimes. I miss a woman's touch, not just sex but kissing, hugging, having someone to hold and cuddle with and care for. My life is so damaged now that no woman would really want to be with me, I have nothing to offer. No money, no car, live with roommates, not super hot or young anymore, just so alone without a partner to share my life. The last woman I loved destroyed my life, took everything from me. And I just wish I knew why she did that to me. I wish I had someone to be close to. Wishes do no good though, and even though people say "oh someone will come alone", they don't know that though.