I have decided to end my life. I hope my wishes are respected. I have given it some careful thought. I know people will be hurt, but I have taken extensive measures to enable them to deal with what I have decided to do. I expect them to grieve, but they will be able to rebuild their lives. I have made sure of that. I could have lived out this life, but I d much rather not. I have done as much on this planet as I needed to. I have fulfilled my obligations and now I just would like to say goodbye. I have not reached this decision on the spur of the moment. I have given it careful consideration, over a number of years, I have thought about all possible options and decided, that for me, personally this was the best choice. I was not unhappy when I was here, I had some amazing times and I have known some amazing people, but I do not want to live any longer, it would be counterproductive. I would rather die content than live a life I no longer to wish to live. I have written notes to most people I know, if somebody does not receive a note, I am leaving my explanation here. I am going to enjoy the remainder of time I decide to spend in this life. And then I am going to end this life. I will not die looking a state. I will straighten my hair, put on some nice clothes and then end this life. I am just wrapping a few things up first and tying up all loose ends. This post is NOT intended to trigger. I just hope that the right people will find this and identify me. I want them to know that I really appreciated crossing paths with them in this life and they enriched my time here - I am so grateful to have known them. As I said this is NOT a spur of the moment decision, this is NOT intended to punnish anyone - a decision to end your life is a MAJOR one, so you MUST give it extensive thought, and not reach the decision based on anger, pain or emotion. You MUST consider those you leave behind - as you have a responsibility towards them - put yourself in their shoes. And you MUST tie up all loose ends. I hope the right people read this and RESPECT my wish, but do not copy it. I am merely doing what is right for me - based on my individual experiences/ resources/ circumstances - you can not extrapolate that to the rest of the world. I DO NOT want anybody to copy me - this is an INDIVIDUAL act, you have no idea how much thought I have put into this - I have not left ANYTHING behind. I am thankful for all I have been given in this life and all the oppertunities I had. I have had an awesome life. All the best wishes. Just telling people I am pleased I crossed paths with them and that they made a huge impression on my life is not adequate. But thats all I can say in writting. DO NOT COPY ME BLINDLY OR BECAUSE YOU ARE HURT, DEPPRESSED, IN PAIN, ANGRY, FED UP, TIRED, FEELING UNABLE TO COPE, FEELING HOPELESS, HAVE PEOPLE WHO DEPEND ON YOU - EG. KIDS, HAVE HAD A SHIT LIFE SO FAR, FEEL LIKE A FAILURE, WHATEVER. There is nothing anybody could have done to stop me, I knew how to avoid getting caught. I am pretty intellegent like that for several reasons, the right people will know why. I am good at concealing things. I only pray that this post does not trigger. It is simply a message to those I love...who may find some connection with me here if they know where to look. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...etc.etc.etc. LOL!!!!