Lately I've been having transcendental experiences, in the past I had a psychotic break, and in my heart I know that it's not a hallucination, but I'm afraid of talking to anyone about it. I tried to talk to my sister about and I sounded crazy cause it hard to explain what i feel. Ever since I was 11 I was deeply connected to spirituality and my religion. Lately though I've had doubts and that's when I had these experiences. Normally they happen when I'm alone in my room, I close my eyes, breathe slowly, pray, and concentrate. Out of it I gain great joy, peace, love for everything and one around me, and insight. However am I afraid of what people think about this, I don't want to be a weirdo or anything. I wanted know if you guys think I'm crazy, or if any of you guy's have had the same experiences perhaps?