Hi everyone My whole life is pretty much f**ked, Ive been feeling like this for a long time now. I have no friends, no education, no life, nothing. The only reason I havent left this world is because I dont want to hurt people that care for me, I really dont know what to do. Its not that I dont want to do anything and everything people say I should be doing, its the fact that I cant! I know I should talk to a doctor but I just cant do it, I cant do anything, I feel so sapped from everything. I have no willpower, no energy, nothing. I just dont know what to do anymore. I hate feeling like this, I hate the things I know that will come if other people know I feel like this, which is why no-one else does know. I feel trapped, I really want to get better but it just doesnt seem to be happening. I hit the bottom and something happens to pick me up, then something happens and Im right back at the bottom again. :sad: I really dont know how to end this post so Im just gonna hit submit and see what happens..