i'm 24 years old and a wife and mother. I suffered from major depression many years ago, and now its back worse than ever. I don't want to live anymore. I have a suicide plan and I'm getting the pills I need to do it today. I don't know when I'm going to do it, but it will be soon. I have no one to talk to about my problem, if I tell anyone they will have me committed, due to me history. I'm becoming an alcoholic now too, its the only way I can make it through each day. I guess I just needed to vent to people who understand my situation.