I feel like I'm suffocating! I'm stuck in a mindless job where I'm completely replaceable, every time I try to do anything worthwhile, it always ends up dying out or being underwhelming and I am stuck in a city that I hate. I hate my friends, they're just as boring and prosaic as I am, but worse because they don't even care! Honestly, if I'd known my life would have ended up like this 4 years ago, I would have ended it then because this is not worth anything I've gone through and if it isn't going to change soon, I'd rather end it now. Platitudes don't help. They just make me want to end my life quicker so I can stop hearing them.