i won´t wait for any reply on this thread, because in 1 minute i´ll go to bed. i just wanted to let it all out, almost 9 days has past since my last cut, and i´m driving myself crazy. i need to hurt since a few hours, but now i´m down, and my boyfriend(who´s near) will think that the forum triggered me, but is not like that. i just need support to keep without doing it but i can´t tell him because he will think that. i´m terrified for what can i do to myself if i slip..