I'm stuck staying this Christmas with my grandparents and my brother... who also happens to be my rapist. I'm doing my best to stay as far away from him as I can, but my grandmother chastises me for not being social enough. She chastises me when I flinch away from him, when I don't answer him nicely enough, when I'm not actively seeking out conversations with him. She tells me I'm being rude. She knows that he raped me and tried to kill me, but she still thinks he's an angel that I'm out to hurt. He keeps touching me. I can't get the feeling of his hands off of me. I don't know what to do.