trapped.....

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by roxanne-lee, Oct 22, 2007.

  1. roxanne-lee

    roxanne-lee Guest

    i feel so lost in this world, just like i dont belong here. i have no friends, no confidence, no self esteem, and dont leave my home. i know i need help but how can i get help without leaving my home? a neighbour of mine recently committed suicide and i got this insane feeling of jealousy, i wanted to be gone too. i worry consantly everyday until the point of physical sickness, i cant eat too. i feel im losing my mind .what shall i do?:( btw im 18.
     
  2. Nessarose

    Nessarose Well-Known Member

    I'm very reclusive, too, and my anxiety/etc. does make me throw up. I'm sorry you're going through this. I know it's hard :(. Can you talk to anyone in your family, so they could schedule an appointment for you? I know how scary it is to do it yourself.

    I'm sorry you're feeling so suicidal, and I can see how your neighbor's death would be triggering. Stay safe, and talk to us. And, make an appointment, or ask someone to make you one. It's very important and beneficial. :hug: