I feel fuckin trapped here in my parents home i cant fuckin get out, i want to get out. Im starting to hate them and i dont want that, if they knew all the bad thoughts i had about them they would be so dissapointed in me. They've given me everything but i feel suffocated here with their rules and i cant move away. Nobody cares how i feel not a single fuckin person you say you care but you fuckin dont your all too wrapped up in your own shit like i am. i hate all this fuck why wont this shit end. The people that kill themselves are the brave ones i stay here and carry on suffering, for what? So people can tell me im a fuckin failure. I feel such a failure worthless a waste of space. None of you understand how i feel not really your words dont help me nothing does. I want out FUCK why cant i just kill myself i cant take this im tired of typing pointless shit on here.