I feel trapped in my life. Nothing brings me joy anymore. Everybody is picking on me, calling me names, giving me more shit then I deserve and nobody of my "friends" cares (they are even encouraging me to commit suicide), only support i get is from SF members (thx), but it's hard when you dont get support from your classmates who can help but they just don't care. I can't commit suicide couse I don't want to make my family sad. I can't get any revenge or do anything couse I'm fucking powerless and weak. For last two weeks I'm crying myself to sleep reminding myself why is life so unfair and bad. I cant do anything, I'm trapped! It's the sunset of my life. <edit>: How can people understand that we have only 1 life?! Make our lives easier, give us a hug, protect us! We are also the fabric of society and the world! How can you be so cold and fucking dumb and how can't you understand you kill me slowly!