Recently I've been thinking of suicide a lot. It's not so much that I'm in pain, I just don't want to be a part of it anymore. I'm so sick of people. To the point I don't even want to see them, to watch tv, be around family, I can't stand to be in my own body. For the past two years I've barely been out. My life is the internet and I don't think that's helping. I have too much time, I go over and over things in my head... It's making me crazy.