Has anyone here done ECT and had any bad after effects or trauma related to it? I myself tried ECT and I have ever since been questioning what effects it has had on me. I find myself shaking a lot and I don't remember doing that much before the ECT. Sometimes, I have something that feels like a flashback to myself shaking, like I was somehow conscious during the ECT. I know that I suffered memory loss while I was doing ECT, but I am constantly questioning how far the memory loss has gone. I feel like there is so much that I barely remember now and I just am not sure if my memory was that bad before. I can't remember, hah! I also have perpetual Deja Vu and I don't know if that is because I am doing things that I have already done before that I have forgotten or if it is because of something else. Anyway, images of me and others shaking in the hospital haunt me. I'm not sure if ECT helped me at all or not. I do know that I have not been the same since I had it. I'm just not sure if the after effects are all psychological or if ECT really did some damage. Can anyone else relate?