So I get a small amount of travel anxiety from time to time. You know when I am flying between states trying to get places. I mean I only fear the plane crashing. But it is not because I want to keep living. Nope it is quite the opposite. You see, I want to die VERY badly a lot these days. But under my terms, I mean I have an assload of online friends. They all need to be informed of my demise so they do not get stress from worry about whether or not I am alive any more. I really need to get that stuff in order so it is less stressful traveling. Does anyone else ever feel like this? An unending desire to die, but not just yet because you have not prepared yourself?