I saw my case manager yesterday. I had called her several days ago crying because the depression has been getting too much for me. We talked on the phone for awhile. Yesterday, when I saw her, we didn't talk much. Just seems I haven't been completely open to everything that's going on. Sometimes I go in and everything is fine. But the moment I'm gone things seems to be falling apart emotionally with me. Does anyone else get like this? I may just start journaling and show it to her so she can better help me. Just feel so frustrated.