once again i tried to kill myself. woke up a few hours later to see it hadnt worked and life still sucked. i didnt even get a full 8 hrs sleep. i knew if my family found out they would have me hospitalized so i played it off as just took something to relax and go to sleep and he believed me. sadly i wish they all knew and felt like shit. i know they arent all to blame i also know that they have a huge factor in it and should see the reality of the damage the things they do. hoping for some peace tonight and maybe a better day tomorrrow ive thought of other ways but have would hate to take to little and end up in the hospital where they treat u like scum for wanting to die.