I tried to commit suicide yesterday and I took an overdose of 30 aspirin and a few anti depressant. A friend realised what I was going to do and she called my college. Someone saw me and called the ambulance but I am still here. I saw my mums face when she was told I had an overdose and she was so upset she was crying. Everyone thinks I am some sort of mental girl and I don't know what to do. Everything just seems so pointless but I can't try anything again because the people around me are watching me and think they can give me the support I need. .