Hey. So I survived <mod edit - method> and got sent to a psych ward. got out. got sent back in. went to EMDR trauma therapy. none of it worked. nobody wants to give me ECT and I just called and cancelled my future appointment with my therapist. I'm done trying. I've been on this site for a while but idk. I want to die. I try to die. but they keep reviving me and it fucking sucks. I don't even know what I want anymore. I don't want to recover. I don't want to heal. I just want to just die. and yeah. I don't even know why im making this post because I know one asshat is gonna come on and start gaslighting me. if anyone knows how to get ECT though. do comment.
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