Tried killing myself last night for the eleventh time. Failed once again. Fuck maybe I will xxx, the pain of that can't be as bad as all the emotional shit I'm going through. As has been said before, I'm sick of it all and can't wait to die. And whoever said that it will pass is lying!!! I've been bullied since I was really young and am still being bullied at age 20 and is anything done about it? No! I try ignoring, but the shit just keeps happening. I've had it. It's not just bullying, it's a whole lot of other things as well, but this is the main issue. Anyway, I don't give a shit anymore. My death will be a relief to everyone who knows me personally- I'm epileptic and have my troubles with the law, so no more burden for my family. I don't really have many friends, and they wouldn't really miss me, they never contact me. And the bullies would throw a HUGE party if they knew. Death is an answer, no matter what anyone else says.