In a couple of months I will be turning 30 and I will have nothing to show for my life. I can remember a time when I was 18 and I said "things will be better in college" or "things will be better when I make friends". But things never got better in college and I was never able to make any friends. I just graduated from another school and now am drowning in debt. Beyond that my job prospects aren't spectacular and even if I did find a job, emotionally I am not sure I can handle it. I feel like I have been trying hard to stay on track, to not hurt myself and I have nothing to show for it.