samarritans Via email.
I have to act like a proffessional every day. I am at my limits with job, marriage, being clean/sober--have PTSD/depression/eating disorders/ anxiety/fear/self-harmer!! I could post in a lot of the areas on the forum but have tried the hospitals for trauma/booze/dope/eating. Still go to therapy twice a week---Nobody in my professional life know any of this.
I need help and some how know the answers for others but I am so lost on where to go except to sleep.
I am a very private person and want to keep it that way until the end.
Pride/self pity---Probably---looked up pics on the web on different methods and know the ugly----truth of what happens----just want this to stop.
thanks