well... a very pathetic attempt, but hanging urself is harder than it seems... at least for me. I was trying to hang myself in the closet tonight but I just couldn't do it. I don't mean that like I don't want to die.. I mean it just seamed a little to difficult to strangle myself like that. god i need an easy way out. I guess i need a gun. so easy.. just point at head and pull.. right? i'm tired... so fukin tired.