well, I don't know what the hell is going on in my head, I just have to get this out!!!
I told my social worker that I wish I would develop cancer. She says there are so many technological ways to heal and beat it now. I said no you don't get it, I want cancer to die.
When Anna Nicole Smith OD'd or died, I wanted to. BADLY.
Now, killing spree, Va Tech, I find myself very saddened but later wishing it was me. It makes me more depressed, more anxious to attempt. hell.
I can never get a gun. :help: :sad:
I told my social worker that I wish I would develop cancer. She says there are so many technological ways to heal and beat it now. I said no you don't get it, I want cancer to die.
When Anna Nicole Smith OD'd or died, I wanted to. BADLY.
Now, killing spree, Va Tech, I find myself very saddened but later wishing it was me. It makes me more depressed, more anxious to attempt. hell.
I can never get a gun. :help: :sad: