TRIGGER WARNING:....I want to stop hurting

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by mellen32, Oct 17, 2014.

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  1. mellen32

    mellen32 New Member

    I just want this pain to end. I have been suffering from it for 32 years and I have people tell me that I am going to be an inspiration to others because of the crap I have been through. Torture, rape, captivity, abuse, abandonment, being solicited, loss, unwanted gains, institutions, near death many times, jail, more loss, sobriety/recovery, self harm...u name it, I have lived it and I am tired of living it. I know I have to keep going on but I just dont want to feel anymore.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hi to you I am sorry for all the pain you have had to endure wish i could take some of that pain from you hugs
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi mellen. I cannot even begin to imagine how it felt to go through all of those things. I do hope you can find a way to move forward and enjoy your life. You deserve to, get yourself professional help. We are always here for you too. Hugs.
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