Apologies for the issue with a bizarre redirect on the site earlier today. There was a large server update and an error in an IP address had the traffic routing wrongly. No hacking or anything nefarious and nothing to worry about. Sorry for any stress/anxiety caused. Very best wishes - SF Admin
I am sorry you feel the need to do this. Try to distract yourself in any way. I cannot wish for you to succeed. My wish for you would be that you find the strength to stop. To find the will to continue on and fight these feelings.Please stay safe and take care.