Triggered by a dream :/ *might trigger*

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by *dilligaf*, Jan 25, 2009.

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  1. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    So I just woke up from a dream. A group of us had been captured by these men and we were being tortured. They cut me and this oter girl with a blade. It looked so good. They put me in a room and the other girl was there and was bleeding loads. I need that. I need to see it. I need to feel it. I don't know how much longer I can hold out. How pathetic can one person get eh-being controlled by a dream. Being controlled by a strip of metal :mad: :dry:
  2. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    -hugs ya-
  3. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

  4. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    Thanks both :hug:

    The thoughts are still there. The blade is here. It feels so easy
  5. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    Try to resist as long as you can:hug:
  6. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    I'm trying hun I'm doing everything I can think of to distract myself

    It's so pathetic
  7. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    It's not pathetic!

    I know how does it feel:hug:

    Take care.
  8. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    Oh god this is so stupid...
  9. darkeyes

    darkeyes Well-Known Member

    That's not pathetic! I've been there, being controlled and triggered by my dreams. I often have violent dreams and I wake up with the urge to cut.

    I know it's hard but we've all got to try to fight it. It's definitely easier said than done, but please try and resist. :hug:

    Need to talk to anyone, I'm available. My msn is in my profile. :)
  10. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni


    Thank you hun. I've held off all night. It's getting bad again at the moment. I'm hoping to fall asleep soon...
  11. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    i have to post this
    i flushed it away!! :biggrin:

  12. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    best thing to do is to go sleep.

    oh and well done :smile:
  13. Rachel123

    Rachel123 Well-Known Member

    You can do it!! It's not pathetic! :cuddle:
  14. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    Thanks :grouphug:
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