Why is it that this forum isn't listed with a "warning may trigger" cause is it easy to describe ones issues without triggering someone else? That being said, i'm messed up. I have issues with sex. I'm also a boy, so sex pops into my head every 5-20 minutes. depending on what i'm doing. If i'm doing nothing then it's every 5 minutes. Most of all i'm triggered when a friend of mine talks about sex, which is something i'm working on. The next most triggering aspect for me, is relationships, both friends and significant others. I feel that i've been shorted on both aspects. The friends i have, leave, the relationships i've been in, sucked. There is only one exception to both and well, that's the only friend/ex that i keep in contact with. Suffice it to say...my outlook for life...is very bleak. I don't forsee a meaningful relationship, nor a friendship, and i'm positive i'll get stuck at a job i don't like, when and if i finish college. Also :friendless: < best emocon ever.