Talking about inane things is fine. I can giggle and be cheeky and silly. No problems there. The second DAMMIT Barely able to write this Emotions block me. Can't say them. They catch in my throat and they can't be forced. It's where my writer's block comes from. Nearly too tough to even do this. I am shutting off... I am waiting for counselling, but I can barely even answer the phone.