I have accepted I think I have a condition! Im so scared, of myself and to even tell people how much pain im in! Some days im completely fine and the next Im in such deep depression i think of the worst! I dont know what im doing in life. I sometimes find it extremely difficult to cope! I had the opportunity to go to the doctors but people think im insane and being "crazY" and shout at me for being stupid! no one understands! i feel alone! i feel troubled and sometimes struggle alot! All i have ever wanted is to be happy and content! and till this day i still wait! no one ever wants to help am i just crazy?