JESUS CHRIST, They just make Highschool sound like it's the place where your life truly begins. It's your most defining moment, the place that helps you map out the road ahead. So of course I had to get the mental and physical illness bundle! Does the system give a damn? No of course not. But thing is, they can threaten me all they want but there isn't a thing they can do about it. I am disabled, and plenty of doctors can vouch for me. That doesn't stop me from being stressed as hell, and guess what? STRESS IS MY WORSE PAIN TRIGGER! I hate the school laws/system. Hate it, hate it, hate it! It was made for neurotypicals and average people, not people like me! I am screwed and I am so frustrated! I am more than my disability! I have so much that I can offer this world! But no, currently my disability defines me! I could be a straight A student. But no I am reduced to absolutely nothing. What did I do to deserve this? Why is there no cure? No one cares about the Fibro, they all care about the kid with cancer. Honestly, I'd be fine switching places with that kid. A death sentence is better than a life sentence imo. I just want to have a decent life again. All of these people care about me so I can't just go on my marry way and commit suicide. I'm satisfied with my life anyways, so the best I can hope for is an unfortunate accident to end me soon and quick. I feel so damn alone. I don't know any other people with my circumstances, and it really burns. I don't want people to know my suffering, but at the same time I wish someone could understand.