Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by painful, Jan 20, 2011.
Have you ever felt like crying but when you tried to you couldn't?
Yea, tons of times ive tried thinking it would relieve me of the heart ache. I usually look for something sad like a story and then it feels a little better.
I sometimes fear that if I started, i would never stop....J
Many times. But I've also had times where I've cried until my throat is raw, or cried myself to sleep.
Yes, and I thought I was the only one. I think with me (like Sadeyes) I fear if I do I would never stop. Its seems the worse something is the harder I find it to cry.
I found that getting really wasted makes it easier to cry. It a horrible feeling.
Exactly how I feel at times, I sometimes hate crying it muddles up my emotions and plays with my head.
Many times - it's the definition of being trapped inside one's own head...
Crying won't help me anyway. Instead, what I do is keep hounding the local priest at the church until he finally grants my prayer-request for him to pray for my death. If I die, it's not suicide at all, since it would be God who is killing me.
you believe in god?
These days I'm so depressed but I can't cry even if I want to.
I don't cry because I don't deserve to cry.
why do you say that? that you dont deserve to cry?
Because crying Is justification of my worthlessness.
Sometimes, I get this feeling too of wanting to cry but no tears to go with it. I guess they've grown more tired than I have.
I can lose a gallon of tears in less than a half hour. When I'm triggered in public I cough to pretend I'm having allergies.
Sometimes, and it's the most frustrating feeling. I usually have the opposite problem though (crying about nothing).
That's genius, never thought of that! That way I won't have to run out with my hands over my face and freak everyone out... heh.