It is very hard for me to trust anyone I havehad to take care of me so long and every time I try to reach out i get hurt so much. Maybe i am oversensitive i don't know but i just don't understand why people have to hurt ones they know are vulnerable. Why do they have to attack them over the stupidist things knowing they are hurting them. I really don't trust people because of all the pain they cause. The trouble is i now facing is that i have to trust them to look after my daughter. I have to let go of my fears for the sake of gettingher the help she needs. I know i will do this but in doing so there will be such repri****iions on my part. I won't be able to sleep breath such anxiety. I have reason for it as each time she leaves me she has harmed herself either by trying to kill herself or just by getting so intoxicated she puts herself in harms way. Will these professionals see her need to run when she is impulsive will they protect her from herself. I hate this so much but i know she needs help i can't give her. My T has in his way got me to trust him because not once has he hurt me unlike some other professional in his field I know in my head there are kind people out there so why am i freaking out I got what i wanted i am getting her the help she so desperately needs I so desperately fought for her God I know this is not about me I know but already i amso fearful and anxious and praying to god i am doing the right thing in getting her help so far away from me. There will be no way of running to her when she needs me Sorry just rambling now TRUST wish i knew how thats all.