Why do people think it's better to stay with someone and live a lie and "protect" them and not hurt them rather than simply tell them the truth??? Are people that dumb?!?!?!?! All I ever want is the truth and i never get it. It is better to be told the truth and hurt a little than to be lied to forever and hurt forever once you find out the truth. Why I am always the victim, always used, abused. No one has ever really loved me, maybe thats why im so shit in the love game. I always end u with the bastard guys, who end up fucking me over in the end. All guys are the same. I rpomised never to "fall" again so many times, but i keep getting infatuated with dickheads! I dont wanna love, i dont have any love so i shouldnt love either. I mean fucked up love was the whole reason of harming. People should always tell the truth no matter what, it saves ALOT of heartache in the future.