Well. I've not made a thread in this bit of the forum for some time. I'm drunk now and my true feelings are coming out. I want to be nothing. You know what nothing corresponds to. Death. I want to be dead. I dont care about the transistion. i want thay to be over with. i just want to be dead. i dont want to die. peace maybe. i look at mysel;f and ive got arms and legs and things, wow! and what i could do with them. and i dont. because my stupid brain stops me maybe i dont know. i need to be killed very quickly by someone. i need my head to stop working, help me help god help/.