its getting dark, I'm falling again I look to the angel and see she's been cryin the look in her eyes are so sad and withdrawn I can't help to wonder what I have done so I ask why are u crying my angel she looks me in the eye and begins to say for u my friend have lived my life u felt my pain, u suffered the same U see what I see, u feel what I felt but one day u have to believe that u and I will be free u have to accept the good, be honest with urself. U have to see that the sun does shine its not always rain in the skyline the clouds that cover ur eyes will gradully move and ur be from the why's U have to free urself from them u can't let the abuse start again stand strong, stand tall show them that u aren't a fool. please break from them both we don't need them to stop our growth. we need to push them aside so we can rebuild our life. please for me will u accept the support get the help, break from them all. when ur away from them at last then u will be able to work on ur past I looked in her eyes and tried to explain why I find it so hard and insane for when we reached our for support our hands were pushed back, their is no support when we were younger, we were a peice of china we were dropped and smashed broken and bashed the peices were glued all together as I tried to hide my feeings my failure's the peices have begun to fall and smash a thousand peices lay they on the ground. my stubborness, my let downs in the past prevent me moving on, letting go letting go of the barriers that are bult so high its sometimes seems easier to say goodbye. I know deep down its not love they show but I've become used to it somehow love was always this way but should I have to reply. Replay the past that hurt us, replay the days that blind us listen to the words that haunt us feel the pain that has cused us I try with all my strength to fight for u my friend to let u be free from pain let u live again.