It's been over a year since i saw a professional. I was seeing psychiatrists for about 7 years, and seeing a therapist for the last 2 1/2 of those. They didn't help. But every day is just sadness and hopelessness, slowly getting worse. I don't know what else to do, so i'm going to try the professionals again, maybe with a different doctor and/or therapist this time. It's the only thing i can think of doing.