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trying but failing

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by laylou, Apr 1, 2012.

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  1. laylou

    laylou Active Member

    I've suffered on and off since I was 13, that's 20yrs.
    I feel like I'm constantly struggling to survive.
    I was in hospital 3 times from July til December last year and
    now I'm feeling really bad again.
    I gave up my job which was the only place I felt useful now I
    can't find a point to continue on.
    I don't see my life going anywhere, just more struggling.
  2. laylou

    laylou Active Member

    Who cares!!! Why do I bother.
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  3. Ldub20

    Ldub20 Well-Known Member

    I feel the same way laylou. But my suggestion would be to talk to people here because we can be understanding.
  4. pppqp

    pppqp Well-Known Member

    laylou, hugs to you :hug:

    i'm sorry you're going through a difficult time again. wanna tell us more why things have turned out that way? there are many kind people here who care about you *one more hug* :hug:
  5. laylou

    laylou Active Member

    I wonder if I'm not depressed or anxious.
    Maybe I was just born to be a loser.
    my husband suffers from m.s and I put so much strain on him.
    I think he plays mind games sometimes and I know he doesn't understand me.
    my children, especially my daughter, stress when I'm not doing well.
    My mum is a schizophrenic and I don't want to end up like her.
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