:sad: I've gone like more than four weeks without it, and it's been getting increasingly harder, so much harder. I honestly don't know how much longer I can hold out for. I have absolutely no one to talk to about this, no one I want to talk to about this. I just want to feel, to cut, to burn, to bleed. Just want to do something, anything to make me feel real, to make me fucking feel anything. :dry:Ugh, I'm so pathetic.