I am 20 years old and I want my life to be over. I have a boyfriend, friends and good grades. But my past is not so peachy and glamorous. My ex has been emailing me. He was abusive. He would chain me up and rape me. He would hit me on more then one occasion but no one believed me because of how sweet he was to everyone else. He started emailing me. It is to hard to deal with and i started a fight with him. ugh...im so tired.