So, been a while since i needed to come back here but i'm spiraling down again. Sorry if this is in the wrong section. I took a small oversose the other day to just sleep but i ended up blacking out in front of my parents, now they know i od'd and have questions like am i suicidal and was i trying to kill myself? I was suicidal but the dosage was hardly enough to kill me, i honestly just wanted to make myself sleep. Regardless, if i come clean they'll try to get me in a psych ward again. Mom will probably tell my therapist and he'll do it. I dont have time for the psych ward, i'm a college student with classes to go to and assignments to do. How do i keep myself out of the psych ward if i'm spiraling downwards and all i want is to die sometimes? Im already on medication and seeing a therapist. Medication management appointment isnt for a month and a half, by then i'll probably be alright because i'm bipolar and my moods change every few weeks. I just dunno if i'll survive this mood switch.