Hey, this is not easy to write down. But I come to the realisation that it could help a bit. When I have none in my life who could help. Something happened when I was 7. And I just can't move on from it... I don't know how to do it. Kinda tired of trying to forget. Even lost people in my life because of my behaviour/mood. Well, I got sexually abused as child, from a family member and also his friend from different occasions. Maybe someone knows how it feels, even after so many years still being affected. And the anger you feel towards them because you scared they will do this to others. I'm in a lot of frustration today.