I tried to use this site earlier in the month then just gave up but I am trying again. I am at my lowest. I am an LPN (licenced practaical nurse) and while I was on vacation, using my PTO and spending money I was laid off. I felt that they were replacing LPNs with RNs but it still shocked me. I am all alone with only a niece 100 + miles away. I live in a very rural area and jobs are scarce. I am afraid of losing my home and acreage and worry about my animals. I am tired of worrying and of being alone. I have fibromyalgia and arthritis and hurt all the time. I am really feeling at the end of things.