Well i am trying to prepare myself for the first anniversary of my ex-husbands suicide which will be on Chirstmas. I ahve been off work since Aug. due to the other number of deaths i have had this year in my family, and well i am supposed to go back to work next month on the 18th yet i am scared to death how i might react when i go back and what i might do. Does anyone have any ideas on how to get through the holidays. I did alright on what would had been our anniversay if we were still married. I was thinking of trying to do something fun in order to change the negativity i had last year when i got the news, but i dont know if that will help. Please help me i am just so scared.
Thanks~
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