Self harming makes me feel so good, the feeling when ur arm is coated in blood is better than sex i swear... My friends recently found out about my self harming and they really want me to stop. When i think about it, if i knew one of my friends was self harming how much it would hurt, if my friends even felt half that when they found out then i am a crap friend. I'm trying so hard to stop... But i'm finding it hard when the reason for stopping is for other people and not because i want to... I been trying my hardest to avoid sharp objects incase i get tempted but the urges are getting stronger and stronger... The worst thing about this is my life isn't that bad. Its more an addiction to cutting than anything.