Here I go again. Another bad nights sleep and another dayto face. Another fight for survival and it just seems to get harder all the time. The false face goes on as I leave to face the world. How are you? Someone is bound to ask that question. OK I will reply even though I hate to lie. If I was to say "Actually I feel like s**t and I'll be amazed if I get through the day without topping myself " what would there reaction be. They would freak and run a mile. Most people just don't really want to know the truth. Thanks for being here sf. It's like finding a sanctuary where I can be honest about things. Going out now to play the game of living. Hopefully I'll last long enough to get back and chat later. If I don't, thanks anyway and keep up the good work. S.