What happens if you are at a low point, call a suicide help line, and are basically told you're not doing it right? I told the woman on the phone how I felt, which was really hard for me as I'd only told one other person. She asked how I planned to do it (I have a plan all worked out, the pills, the place, etc). She told me the pills I have probably wouldn't work, and I'd just wind up with kidney or liver damage. I'm sorry, but was this supposed to help me? In a way, I guess it did put things off. I was so angry at the attitude that I didn't do anything. But I felt like she was saying I couldn't even knock myself off right. I mean I know I've screwed up a lot of things, but geez, I at least thought I could get this right. So, where do you go, when even the hot line sort of turns you down?