turning into one of those days

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Wastingecho, Jan 28, 2012.

  1. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    Been up since 4

    Sitting in the dark for an hour - finally decided to go to netflix

    Unfortunately everything I watch is making me cry - movie, tv show, cartoon - doesn't matter

    Becoming one of those days when I'm going to be out of control

    Even cats won't come near me because they don't want to be cried on

    Highlights how alone I am which makes me feel worse

    Awake alone for hours - constantly feel isolated, tired

    Think my strength is finally running out - can't stay awake, can't get any continuous sleep

    Too tired to cook - wife wouldn't go out to get pizza, so I didn't eat but when she got hungry she put her shoes on and went to McDonald's for herself

    Shows me my place in this house
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Hi Echo...so sorry it is one of those days...maybe only looking at funny movies would be helpful...I do understand what a triggering day feels like...and so sorry your wife continues to be so self-centered
  3. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    Day winds up with a fight before dinner and me playing solitaire in bed

    Only good thing about this day is that it's over