Inspiration, but not always for the positive. I was watching TV last night and a man was in the hospital, in pain, with others working hard to help him. He was vomiting and cringing and I thought about how good it feels when you get to purge and recoever from what it is you have, and how great it feels when you're ill and others are helping. I suppose i might have a touch of the Munchausen, but, regardless, I wanted to be him. I sometimes feel uplifted by the idea of being in that position; liekit's something ot aspire to. I know it's wrong, but it makes me hopeful and a little happy and I watched and thought, " I wish I felt like that". am I alone?