I'm wishing more and more I didn't feel the way I do. Twisted Honesty Waves of darkness, visions blurred. Random thoughts, all sound absurd. Lost in feelings, uncontrolled, Falling further into this hole. Wounded deeper then before Scarlet drops, on tiled floors. Reaching out, but falling short No longer wanting your support. Giving up, soon giving in. No longer playing, no chance to win. Searching blindly, faith fades away Waves of darkness will never stray.