Twisted Nightmare!

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by -GirlxNextxDoor-, Nov 18, 2007.

  1. -GirlxNextxDoor-

    -GirlxNextxDoor- Well-Known Member

    AHHHHHHHH FUCK THIS
    I FUCKING HATE THIS
    DAMN LIFE
    FUCK THIS WORLD
    DAMN EX-SUICIDAL SELF HARMING RANTING FREAKING KATRINA
    I WANT TO FUCKING WAKE UP AND MAKE SURE THIS ISN'T SOME SICK FUCKING NIGHTMARE!
    FUCK FRIENDS, FUCK FAMILY
    I SHALL NEVER TRUST MY "FRIENDS" AGAIN!!! AGHHHHH
    TELL A FRIEND A SECRET AND SOMEHOW YOUR OTHER FRIENDS KNOW SOON TOO! SO FUCK THEM, FUCK THIS, LIFE IS CRAP. I HATE IT I JUST WANT TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY BUT I CAN'T AFTER BEING BROUGHT UP TO EVERY TIME I CRY I GET TOLD OFF!
    PEOPLE EVERY DAY TELL ME ITS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT, JUST BE THE NORMAL YOU. I LAUGH AND JOIN IN AND GUESS WHAT I CAN NEVER BE THE REAL FUCKING ME!!!! EVERYTIME I TRY PEOPLE SAY I AM BEING DEPRESSING SO FUCK THEM!
    ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
    I NEED TO SELF HARM SO BADLY AGHHHHHH I NEED TO BUY A PROPER BLADE!!!
    I NEED TO CRY
    I NEED SOMEONE THERE BESIDE ME TO TELL ME ITS ALRIGHT TO BE MYSELF BUT GUESS FUCKING WHAT! I AM ALONE AND I WILL ALWAYS FUCKING BE!
    I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS LIFE, EVERYTHING ABOUT ME.
    THE FRIENDS WHO KNOW ABOUT MY FUCKING "PROBLEMS" THEY PUT THEM AS, CALL ME A DAMN ATTENTION SEEKER OR A SUICIDAL FREAK!! I JUST WANT TO CRAWL IN A CORNER AND CRY TILL I DIE....

    :hit: DAMN STUPID KAT :furious:


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  2. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    You can be the real you on here hun.
    If you need to talk or vent or whatever I am here.

    :hug: